Random Bits of Boredom

Okay, I guess I'm having some slight issues...LOL, those who know me are like, "When don't you...?"

I just finished a story and I'm...bored, LOL. Seriously. I don't have anything fresh at the moment and I'm frantically procrastinating working on the crits for Walker's Run which is becoming more of a chore than I ever meant it to be. Eventually it will be a great series, but for now its killing me and breaking my heart at the same time.

Some older stories are starting to rear their ugly heads and wanting attention too and I'm not too sure I feel like delving back into them yet. I want something fresh and exciting again. Stepping outside the box with my last story was...refreshing...but not something I want to do again so soon, LOL. It's an incredibly emotional story and...I just can't go there again so soon.

Unfortunately the characters of Walker's Run are talking to me again, specifically that of the Silver Wolf. Who is the first Were ever and the Mother of all were-creatures. I'd hoped to satisfy her need to have her story told by adding some first-person bits into Walker's Run explaining her first incarnation...but more and more she's speaking to me and wanting her original story told. I'm seriously considering it which is the scary part! It wouldn't necessarily be part of the WR series, maybe like a prequel standalone? I don't know...its bugging me and she's been good and patient, its been a long time coming. I sat down to write WR in hopes that it would suffice...Uhm...nope!

Like I said, I'm bored, reaching for things to think about and just in general talking out of my head since JC and Jo aren't chatting with me...*humph*...LOL. I get most of my ideas out of nowhere bouncing weird shit off of my friends!

Anyway...its time for my cough syrup and some decongestant and hope I get at least two hours of sleep so I can get up before the sun does and get my daughter ready for school. I'll be back around late as I have work tomorrow evening...I so love closing on Wednesdays...ugh...senior day and the first day of the new add. Things don't work out right, I'm the one that gets all the complaints. Right now I can't plaster on the "I'll kiss your ass" smile and be all professional. Hopefully by tomorrow I can manage to dig it out of the bottom of my pocket.

--Mel